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09 June 2025

Scooter Braun: The Lie I Chased Almost Broke Me... You’re Probably Chasing It Too!

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Explainer· 1

Explainer21:30

The Four Signals Braun Saw in a 13-Year-Old Justin Bieber

Braun says he recognized Bieber's potential through tone, soul, charisma, and competitiveness. He describes tracking down Bieber's family after seeing church-performance videos, then pursuing a plan that others doubted as YouTube was not yet widely accepted as a route into music.

  • Braun first noticed Bieber's vocal tone and emotional quality online
  • He also saw charisma in the videos and more of it in person
  • Bieber's athletic background suggested competitiveness to Braun
  • Braun had a clear vision for the artist but also credits his own lack of limiting beliefs

Tone. Okay. Charisma.

Scooter Braun · 23:00

he had soul and he had charisma

Scooter Braun · 23:30
#talent#justin bieber#music#intuition

Story· 9

Story03:00

Why Scott Braun Created the Scooter Mask

Braun says he created the 'Scooter' persona because he did not believe Scott, his real name, could achieve what he wanted. He describes therapy at 40 as helping him reconnect with his name and recognize how shame, privilege, and a need to prove his value had driven him.

  • Braun describes Scooter as a mask built for achievement
  • He links part of his drive to shame about privilege relative to his family's history
  • His father's nightly message about being held to a higher standard became part of his internal pressure
  • He says therapy helped him value the identity he had hidden

I almost like created a mask.

Scooter Braun · 03:00

I wanted to prove my value. I wanted to prove I was worthy of this.

Scooter Braun · 04:00
#identity#achievement#shame#therapy
Story08:00

The White Lie That Forced Braun to Choose How He Wanted to Win

Braun recalls his father responding to a teenage lie without the punishment he expected. His father told him that verbal skill might still make a liar successful, but both of them would know what he had become; Braun says the shame of that conversation pushed him toward integrity.

  • His father distinguished external success from internal knowledge of dishonesty
  • The conversation used identity and consequence instead of his usual punishment
  • Braun committed to being a person of integrity afterward
  • He frames the lesson as choosing not only whether to win but how to win

you might be successful, but you're going to be a liar

Irvin Braun, as recalled by Scooter Braun · 08:30

how do you want to win? You want to do it the right way.

Scooter Braun · 09:30
#integrity#parenting#honesty#success
Story40:00

Spencer Lee's Death Changed Braun's View of What Success Could Fix

Braun describes Spencer Lee as possibly the most talented artist he signed and recounts efforts including rehabilitation and funding a band and performances. He says Lee returned to drug use and later died from an overdose, leading Braun to reject his earlier hope that the right music and career momentum could be enough. This is Braun's account of a specific tragedy, not a general explanation of addiction or recovery.

  • Braun says the team arranged rehabilitation after reports of addiction problems
  • Lee wrote and performed music that Braun considered exceptional
  • Career investment and audience response did not resolve the addiction
  • Lee's grandmother later thanked the team for trying
  • Braun hopes the unreleased recordings might someday support a related cause with family permission

he went uh back to drugs and um he overdosed last year

Scooter Braun · 41:30

I thought, you know, maybe if we get the records right

Scooter Braun · 42:00
#spencer lee#addiction#music#loss
Story44:30

Barry Gordy's Advice Helped Braun Accept an Abrupt Ending

Braun recalls Motown founder Barry Gordy describing his reluctance to attend the Motown 25 celebration after major artists had left and criticism had grown. Gordy's reported lesson—that an ending may disappoint without erasing what happened—became Braun's way of accepting the unceremonious end of his 23-year management career.

  • Gordy reportedly resisted attending a celebration of the company he created
  • During the event he reconnected with what his younger self would have valued
  • Braun expected a grander conclusion to management than he received
  • He uses the story to separate a disappointing ending from the reality of the achievement
  • Braun says the decision to leave management remains correct after two and a half years

it will never end the way you want it to, but it doesn't mean it didn't happen

Barry Gordy, as recalled by Scooter Braun · 48:00

However, it happened and how cool is that?

Scooter Braun · 48:30
#career transition#barry gordy#motown#endings
Story54:30

Braun's Account of the Taylor Swift Catalog Dispute

Braun says he expected to work with the artists attached to Big Machine and assumed Swift would speak with him after the acquisition, despite knowing she disliked artists he managed. He describes being shocked by her public response and later selling the catalog after communication failed. These are Braun's disputed-event claims and interpretations in the interview; the transcript does not independently establish the underlying facts or the other side's account.

  • Braun says he and Swift had met only a few times before the acquisition
  • He acknowledges arrogance in assuming a conversation would resolve her concerns
  • He says direct communication never occurred
  • He claims he later offered a path involving the catalog before selling it elsewhere
  • He frames the episode as a lesson in the limits of controlling public narratives

this is where my arrogance came in

Scooter Braun · 55:00

I thought that once this announcement happened, she would talk to me

Scooter Braun · 55:00
#taylor swift#big machine#catalog rights#public dispute
Story1:02:30

A Suicidal Thought Led Braun to Step Away at His Busiest Moment

Braun says that in October 2020, while his marriage was deteriorating, he experienced a suicidal thought lasting about 20 minutes and wanted the noise, fear, and anticipated failure to stop. He disclosed it to a friend the next day and accepted a place at the Hoffman Process during one of his busiest work weeks. He reports that the week began intensive self-examination and that he was not depressed again afterward; this is his personal account, not evidence of a guaranteed treatment effect.

  • Braun links the crisis to losing control of his marriage, family image, and time with his children
  • He told a friend the full truth the following day
  • Two friends urged him to attend the Hoffman Process after describing their own experiences
  • He chose the week-long program over a major release-week obligation
  • He says harder events followed, but his relationship to himself changed

I had a suicidal thought for 20 minutes

Scooter Braun · 1:03:00

Something's got to change.

Scooter Braun · 1:04:00
#suicidal thoughts#mental health#hoffman process#self-work
Story1:06:30

Rock Bottom Let Braun's Oldest Friends Finally Know Him

Braun says friends who had known him since childhood told him at 40 that they were only then getting to know him. He had tried to present a perfect, tough version even to them; after disclosing painful experiences and shame, he discovered that vulnerability brought him closer to the friends who cared about Scott rather than Scooter.

  • Long familiarity had not produced emotional openness
  • Braun says he presented what he thought friends needed him to be
  • His friends responded to disclosures with love rather than rejection
  • He came to see vulnerability, not achievement or toughness, as the path to belonging
  • The friends who mattered were present when his public image and marriage broke down

this is the most we've ever known you

Braun's friends, as recalled by Scooter Braun · 1:07:30

I thought you had to be cool. You had to be tough to be one of the boys.

Scooter Braun · 1:08:00
#friendship#vulnerability#belonging#identity
Story1:23:30

Why Braun Named His Holding Company After the Poem Ithaca

Braun says David Geffen answered his question about when success feels like enough by recommending C. P. Cavafy's poem 'Ithaka.' Braun understood the poem as teaching that the scholars, wisdom, and experiences encountered on the way matter more than finally reaching the island, and named his holding company after it.

  • Braun asked Geffen when an extraordinary career becomes enough
  • Geffen replied that life continues to move up and down
  • The poem reframed the destination as a reason for the journey rather than its sole value
  • Braun used the idea as the name of his holding company
  • He says a final end state without more waves would mean the journey was over

it was never about the destination. Always about the journey.

Scooter Braun · 1:24:30

keep the waves coming

Scooter Braun · 1:24:30
#ithaka#journey#success#poetry
Story1:48:30

The Family Promise Behind Braun's Give-Back Practice

Braun says his mother asked him early in his career to practise tzedakah, which he describes as charity within their culture. He responded by promising that every aspect of his business would include a give-back component, supported by a family foundation that directs money and effort toward causes.

  • The commitment began while Braun was building his college business
  • He says giving can involve effort as well as money
  • A dedicated foundation leader helps the family direct its philanthropy
  • His grandfather used an overflowing glass as a metaphor for redistributing good fortune
  • The host reports that employees and artists also received money after Braun's company sale

Every aspect of my business will have a give back component.

Scooter Braun · 1:49:00

you better start pouring it into other people's glasses

Braun's grandfather, as recalled by Scooter Braun · 1:49:30
#philanthropy#tzedakah#business#family

Q&A· 1

Q&A1:50:30

The Project Fear of Failure Has Kept Braun from Starting

Asked what fear of failure has prevented him from doing, Braun eventually answers that he wants to write a book. He says comparison with his brother's successful book and a belief that his own changing ideas might not produce a great result have kept him from sitting down to begin.

  • Braun initially hesitates before naming the project
  • His brother Adam wrote the successful book 'The Promise of a Pencil'
  • Braun had treated writing as his brother's territory
  • He worries that his evolving thinking would prevent a great book
  • He acknowledges that fear has stopped the act of starting

write write a book

Scooter Braun · 1:51:30

it's always held me back from actually just sitting down and doing it

Scooter Braun · 1:52:00
#writing#fear of failure#book#comparison

Takeaway· 4

Takeaway28:30

Braun Wishes His Young Touring Teams Had Independent Therapy Support

Looking back, Braun says he feels guilt because he did not understand the individual backgrounds and pressures affecting the young artists around him. He believes he would now put a therapist on the road, create a regular hour outside the working crew, and slow the pace; these are his retrospective views, not established clinical guidance.

  • Braun says intense public attention can be confusing for young performers
  • He believes each artist brought a different personal and family history into fame
  • He now sees value in an outlet separate from the management and touring crew
  • He says he would have slowed everyone down for regular support
  • The interview does not establish that this measure would prevent addiction or mental-health crises

I feel a lot of guilt because I worked with so many young artists

Scooter Braun · 28:30

I think I would have had a therapist on the road for all of us.

Scooter Braun · 32:30
#young artists#mental health#touring#therapy
Takeaway36:30

Why Braun No Longer Treats Public Praise or Hate as a Verdict

Braun says his career exposed him first to extraordinary praise and then to extraordinary hostility. He concludes that neither group knew him well enough to deliver a reliable verdict, so he no longer treats either reaction as an accurate measure of his character.

  • Public praise arrived before a later wave of public criticism
  • Braun says strangers on either side lacked enough knowledge of him
  • The lesson is not that conduct is beyond criticism
  • His chosen anchor is how he treats people he actually encounters

The people who were praising me did not know me and the people who hated me did not know me.

Scooter Braun · 37:00

both were not deserved

Scooter Braun · 37:00
#public opinion#praise#criticism#self-worth
Takeaway1:11:30

Comparing His Pain with Worse Stories Kept Braun from Addressing It

Braun says he discounted his own childhood difficulties because his parents loved him and friends appeared to have more visibly severe experiences. He now argues that comparing pain can delay self-examination and emphasizes that a person can work on themselves but cannot do another person's inner work for them. His broad statement that everyone has trauma is his belief, not a clinical finding established by the interview.

  • Braun used other people's family problems to minimize his own experiences
  • A loving family and personal pain were not mutually exclusive in his account
  • He believes naming one's own pain makes self-work possible
  • He distinguishes helping someone from doing their work for them
  • The segment offers personal reflection rather than a diagnosis of listeners

I always thought, you know, both my parents are here. They love me.

Scooter Braun · 1:12:00

you can really only work on yourself

Scooter Braun · 1:12:30
#childhood#trauma#comparison#self-work
Takeaway1:44:30

Braun Still Catches Himself Building to Prove His Value

After advising Bartlett to reconnect with the child who built for fun, Braun recognizes the same unresolved pattern in himself. He says he wants to build again because creation gives him joy, but also notices a wish to prove that he can succeed once more and finally feel satisfied.

  • Braun distinguishes the joy of making from competition for validation
  • He notices the old pattern while giving someone else advice about it
  • Achievement can turn a playful activity into a public test of worth
  • He wants future building, love, parenting, and teaching to coexist
  • Self-awareness does not mean the pattern has disappeared

what do I build next so I can show my value

Scooter Braun · 1:44:30

it comes from this place of well, if I can do it again, then I'll show them

Scooter Braun · 1:45:00
#creativity#validation#self-awareness#achievement